[QUOTE="emmar"] Moved 400 miles to be with the man i love, had a hard time adjusting to be away from the family, moved job to be nearer his job, got a shit job and watched self esteem ebb away slowly and got moaned at to get another job, ended up cracking up cos of said job and sod all support when things caught up with me, no counselling just take these and shut up pills, get dumped when i really didnt need it and now i feel absolutely shite. I am NOT a man beater, just grabbed him when he wouldnt listen - not the best strategy but when you have given up a lot to be with someone and they slap it all back in your face its a bit hard not to get frustrated.[/QUOTE] Looks like you've taken the "post something interesting" suggestion to heart. Much better than your last attempt.