[QUOTE] On Wed, 05 Oct 2005 18:19:46 +0100, Jackie I thought last year was a bad year, but this year has been just horrible.[/QUOTE] Only in places. Perspective is everything. [QUOTE] I just want to go away and have a good selfish cry for a few hours so I can feel truly sorry for myself.[/QUOTE] I felt a bit like that earlier, so went and dug out the old photos. It didn't work. So I tried music that had memories attached - didn't work. Maybe I didn't need a good cry that much after all. Sad films. Truly Madly Deeply or Bambi works for me.