OT..Seeking solace in a sea.....

Petel wrote:

take it easy out there...

 

Of total insanity....

It seems I`ve lost the plot,, not surpriseing with what`s been happening
recently.

I`ve been recommended to attend a phsyco/behavioural studies group re. my
recent job application.

Prozac......or self determination rewarded with Skumpy Jack?

The panic attacks are getting worse, the aggression is now un-acceptable,
I`m reinging them in to a degree, ( I havn`t killed a lot of people
recently<shrug>)

I have my own room with internet access, it`s green.

I have a bike that I`d be happy/proud to die on.

Nah! reading that back I`m as mental as anything<shrug>

(Give me a bomb and I`ll do some real damage)

That`s how I feel ATM.

Fucking dangerous, to me and others.

Luckily, I`m not at work for a couple of days, I remember what Bear said
about going out in a blaze of glory....

Riding head on into a fuel tanker..or some such twaddle.

What happens if you are the tanker pilot? Aim for a likely Biker?

Not my style.

I`ll have a few more beers, roll a ciggy, feed the cat.
Make sure the windows/doors are locked.
Check Dad is still breathing, check his O2,kiss Mum on the cheek without
waking her, then go to bed.

<sounding/rant over>

 

Petel said:

You know where l am if you fancy a pint and a natter.

 

Why not set yourself a challenge to learn something new? If you're
learning, or stretching yourself in some way maybe you'll not have time
to sit around over-analysing things and "go off on one".

At worst you'll come out of the other side with a new skill.

Just a thought, like.

 

Snap out of it you self indulgent ****.

 

Coming to BOSM again?
Was good natterin last time.

 

tallbloke said:

Give the poor bloke a break, it was nattering to you at the last one
that made him this way...

 

Ginge wrote

Actually that is a fucking good idea.


Far too good to be one of yours, where did it escape from?

 

Petel wrote

Fit in well round here don't you eh?

 

Previously on usenet, Simon Atkinson said...

And here too if Simes sees/hears you coming

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It's one of those things that I know is a good idea, but am never smart
enough to do myself...

 

Ginge wrote

I thought that was *the* definition.

 

Come over here next Friday/Saturday, have a pint, ride next day, take the
piss out of me/Monz and you'll feel a whole lot better. Or take Ginge's
advice.

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side, and it holds the universe together.

 

Careful you don't get sectioned for agressive/suicidal behaviour.

You sound a unwell have you spoken to your GP about referral to a
psychiatrist?

Its worth getting advice as soon as possible.

 

You're only following up my posts to stay just ahead of me in the group
stats.

 

tallbloke said:

" "

 

You won't stay ahead in the original content stakes with that response mind.